piano therapy.
lately i’ve been in this weird fog. i don’t know if it’s just stress and the lack of sleep getting to me, or the sudden overwhelming changes that kind of swept me up and pulled me under (a la the ocean when you suck at surfing), but i was so dizzy and tired when i got home that all i did was lie down. i turned on the “strong enough to break” dvd that i got in the mail with “shout it out” yet hadn’t finished. afterwards, all i wanted to do was play hanson songs on the piano.
and i did.
and i remember a) why i LOVE hanson, b) why i LOVE the piano, and c) oh yeah, this is what i’m supposed to be doing for the rest of my life. i need to stop being so lazy and kick my own ass into gear.
maybe after all the moving is done, and i finally have my own space (or a downstairs bedroom, where i might install sound-proofers on my walls as to not piss off the roomies).
